Blogging again!
It's been a few months since i work on my blog. I had to, i just needed some time for myself, to accept the death of my beloved companion, Dolly and to cope up with my health problems. It's never been easy living a life with kidney failure and dialysis.
It's more than 7 months since my best friend, DOLLY left me. In this period, I've tried several times to blog but i just couldn't put it in proper words. I would type for hours and then I'd delete it. The next day, i would do the same thing and the following days too. My mind was all messy. My heart was still missing her and it will be forever. The memories are just too strong and i was so so depressed.
Today, I've decided.. I have decided to be strong.. To move on.. To start back where i halted... Something my precious DOLLY started for me after she left me and i just have to continue it. I sat down this morning determined to blog once again. It's "Christmas" today but it isn't a merry happy day for us. The silence at home makes me understand that not only myself but my family is missing her too.
As usual, mom was busy in the kitchen with her household chores. It's a holiday, so my sister and brother were both at home. It was a sunny morning. I gulp down a hot cup of coffee, took my laptop and my fingers automatically started typing. Words just poured out and this time i made myself strong and my mind clear, not to give up and not to be emotional. I guess i did it!
